I got out of the Navy in New York on April 1.
I decided to enter the Jesuits and get it over with, get that
monkey off my back. I finally said to myself, "This is it. I have
had this thing on my back now for years since high school. I finally
want to do this thing and do it right. I am not going to leave
in two weeks time, because it is hard to get up in the morning.
I am going to stay there as long as I have to, and get it out
of my system." I was hoping that things like smoking would just
kill me, so I would just say, "No, you just cannot do this. This
kind of life is not for you." I have been a Jesuit for 49 years.
During theology studies I just got used to the
idea of working in Brazil. I was able to plan my studies during
my four years of theology with this in mind. I was ordained in
1966 and a year later I went down to Brazil for seven years. I
was able to receive whatever they would give me; I was totally
available to address any need. All they had to do was send me
down there which is what they did. There was nothing, of course,
to prepare me for that immersion. They just sent me to live in
Brazil with several other New England Jesuits as though we were
members of the Vice Province of Bahia. We had a pretty good sense
of commitment among our group of New England Jesuits there on
mission there in Brazil. We grew to understand much more clearly
that we should expect there would be certain sacrifices we would
be called to make in our own particular circumstances and not
to be surprised.